HEYLO!
I MOVED, so don't come back here again :P
cos you won't see anything new.
click on th link above&it'll take you to th new site!
LOVE,

my flights gna be at 3.05pm later! :D
i'm gonna miss a whole lotta people man.
jiyeon just came back D: i don't knw if i'll get to see her cos she has tuition till 2pm. D:
anyw, i went for camp planning w th rest yesterday. i feel bad cos i can't stay for th whole planning. i'm sorry boonteck, sorry batch 8.

met up w the choir people. gosh, i had a lot of fun.bowling&all. i got like 59 or sth. just ONE point away fr my target. hahaha, thank God lionel was there to take away my title as TURTLE person. anyw, thank you all: timothy, sean, daniel, lionelQ, lionel ho, jared, delvin&simon! :D plusplus, SH! of course, loret&mel [: you guys made my day yesterday. i'll miss all of you. [: &benedict too! thanks for your msgs yst. it was rly an encouragement t me! cheers t our many years of friendship. :D

ohoh, will be moving to www.thclandestinecloset.wordpress.com soon!
i knw it'd be boring. like skins&all. but still, it'd be easier for me to blog abt my heartfelt emotions? cos there are protected posts. [: heh.

it'll work out soon :D

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at this point of time i feel a bolt of injustice :/
maybe a little finding out would do you good, lest you make wrong judgements.

ugh, but i'm too tired to bother myself with problems again. i just wanna knw whats wrong&TRY to improve th situation.

actually you knw what? it doesn't really matter what other's think. i'm not gna create bad blood amongst people or anyth. they'll see tt we're not who they think we are. actions do speak LOUDER than words, they'll see&realise. [:

{haha. i'm learning my lesson: don't let anger take a hold of you&your actions}

yesterday was a relief to me. thank God that by bedtime i got problems countered with _______ &_________ settled. i woke up at 11.45am today :D discussed things on monday&all. i really wonder how it'd go, its difficult to handle big groups of people. D: i do hope most of them would make it. at least it'll really be a bonding session then right? bryan's gna get wallets for our x'mas present? haha :D thankyousomuch mister! (:

today's service was awesome. i was a tiny bit late D: Dr. John Avanizi came&shared w us on th area of Finances. becoming a millionaire doesn't seem like something we all cannot attain in life anymore [: i think its more like, WHEN will you become one. yeah, we've seen&heard so many testimonies alr. it'd be our time to testify soon :D anyw, he shared abt the fig tree&built his message on revelations upon revelations. it was rly awesome [: we went t paya lebar t dine tday. ate japanese cuisine, ahh, i love salmon sushi! somehow i don't get sick of eating sushi, not once@all.

i'm gna start writing short shoutouts to people? :D

kuekjing: i miss you! nw that you're grounded&cannot come for SO MANY EVENTS i think twice abt going! simon said w/o you, th monday outing wouldn't be fun D: ugh. but thank God for clique outing! i'll see you then. plus i'm flying off on tues eh! I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU OR TALKED TO YOU FACE-TO-FACE for ages! goodness!

sean: i'm so sorry for making you feel bad. but i've picked up anger management along th way. so in a way, i thank you [:

loret: i don't knw what t do nw. but i'm glad we're talking abt things again. jiyeon tagged me&she misses you! haha. don't get too worked out by what other people say, sometimes they just don't see it th way you do. have a good talk w him [: but come what may, i'm here for you <3

jiyeon: i have so much to fill you in luh! PLEASE COME BACK SOON. i miss you very very very the much can?! i just hope i get time to see you before i go (:

jacob: i got tons of things to tell you abt also. but you're just always not online. so oh well, thanks for listening&everyth. i've got things under control, i hope :D thanks agn, you've been superb help to me!

lionel: tytytytytysm! for listening to me ranting, gossiping, whatever. &i'm sorry for always NOT abiding according t your after-10 policy. it's just somehw or rather the more interesting things always happen after 10pm? lol. anyw, thanks again for being thr for me [:

bryan: thank you too. cos you always care unconditionally&all. although i don't knw whats next, but i hope that we'll all get to be bonded as friends over time (: you've always been a great help t me, thank you! (:

wooohoo! i'm leaving in 2 days. i can't wait! :D

found faithful again.

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yesterday [:

blogger's down. so i'm typing my post on notepad first. i haven't been blogging much, i know. hahah, its just that i've been going wild shopping online. but still, i haven't shopped for anything so far. that's being picky and fussy for you! but i've seen some great sites to get bags&stuff though. then i realised a lot of things i saw online, i saw at bugis village today. EXACT ONES TOO!

anyw, before i go on about my great findings@bugis today, :D, let me blog about yesterday first.

i went to make my i/c at the embassy! like finally, after they had to send me a reminder&allocate a period of time for me to do it. went to the instant photo place& took my photo twice. the first one got rejected by the aunty cos she said i smile too widely. {now i feel like that's a crime} so i took one where i didn't show my teeth at all :/ didn't look that good, but it was fine i guess.then then we homed after going to get my sec 4 texts. just got maths cos SS was outta stock. ugh,2 chapters of SS notes. ugh! D:

met mich&loret today at wheelock's place. :D i miss them two sooooo much! its really indescribable [: especially mich, although we hardly talk&all. but somehow its that kinda feeling on the inside of me tt gleams when i see her. :D really! so anyw, SSM {to protect his/her identity :D} came&joined us. we bought cakes from the Big O&went to wisma atria to eat. that place brought back memories, a lot of places do actually. {due to some unfortunate circumstances, hah}

so so, mich left.loret,me&SSM went to outfitter girls@PlazaSing to get tops. ahh, it was blissful. we got same tops! just that mines red&hers black. we're gna wear it tgr tmrw for mel's birthday celebration [: then then we went lunching upstairs. so we decided to go to Fateful Bugis. we normally don't go there, cos of the scary crowd. well, i was proved right when i got lost, like literally. i went up the escalator&couldn't find the one going down. so i was literally stuck. i walked round&round calling loret for help. thank God we found our way. but first, this awesome shop with tons of vintage tees! okay their tops are SGD 23 but ahhhh, nice :D i got two from that particular shop. it is so fantastic. &nope, i didn't regret it! mummy said i shldn't get th one from OF, but whatever! :P i'll like treat it as my own x'mas present! hahah.

went to pasir ris fr the 3G's bbq. a least we've made a tiny bit of improvement of bonding yea? we cancelled the bbq order from BBQWholesales. ahaha, i salute LeslieChua!he's good, he was demanding the operator why the food hasn't arrived when they said they'd come this-to-this time.&even like almost an hr later it hasn't arrived yet. then hahaa, he just cancelled it on the spot! cool aye, i wouldn't have been able to do it. so we stuck with hotdogs and barbacued chicken :D

'don't have satay, no stingray. ): but we have to be contented with what we have.'
- carebear

hahaha, i'm so gna get that carebear tee for him! we shall commamorate our 3years of friendship next yr!

so so so anyw, gossip frnd called! ahh yea i made him feel all guilty abt not getting stuffs for me fr japan. but not that anyone really cares anyw. haaha, i'm so glad they're all back :D i missed them all for 7 days. yep. ohoh, we're meeting tmrw. so that kinda brightens up my week :D i hope it all goes well though [:

ah, i'm so sorry for staying on the phone so long :/ i missed out on the gossipy talk with th rest of the class D: i'm so sorry jacob! anyw, the bbq was a success to me personally. despite the odds againsts us, we managed to fill our stomach&despite the rain esp! we kept the charcoal burning! :D heh.

okay, its 12:19am now& i stink of barbacue! ugh. okay, i'm off to chongliang nw!
:D

P.S: congrats CH&KX :D so excited cos i knw you two will be blissful tgr. its like a fairytale come true? to me that is, i now knw how it'd be to meet 'the piece that completes a puzzle'.

today [:

if you're gonna say you didn't mean it LATER, why not just knw your limits NOW.

today's celebration was half horrid, really. i don't really wanna blog abt it? :/ it isn't a day i'd wanna rmbr. okay, probably part of it? the part when mel smiled when she opened her presents. [: happy belated birthday girl! :D

i get to say what i want to say here,right?
well, here it goes.
its as simple as i hate long waits.

so we all had to wait for you when you went to meet him. okay, i understand that part. then you were gone for like _____ long? fine, probably you could say i'm impatient, whatever you say. you kept her waiting, and what could i say? 'she probably went t the toilet.' like it was a story anyone would buy?

'oh, the movie is now?', you replied.

and you said i wasn't suppose to tell anyone he was there. well, I DIDN'T, okay? i kept my word.

yes you apologised&i accepted it [: by saying nevermind, i'm not saying i'm agreeing&accepting all these things you're doing. after this, i'm just gonna shrug it off& pretend nothing happened.

that was one.

then it was the two ______ people. fill in the blanks yourself, cos i don't knw any word which is capable of describing them. assuming that i could take so much in a time was definitely a wrong perception of me. i have my limits, they just went overboard. i could have slapped them right across th face if we didn't leave earlier.

this is how bad th day was for me.
goodness, thanks for reading this post yea?
:/

&i shall never shed a tear over these issues.

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i looked through the juniors' friendster just nw. i must say, i'm really glad that ties that bonded phs with st.gabs are still growing strong.
although they're away at japan right nw.
but its like connections everywhere, especially between the sec 2s.
haha, lionel you're so wrong!
your sec 2s are close to my sec 2s too! :P
anyw, whatever it is, its heartwarming to see how close-knitted they are from all the photos&all :D

it's time to reach in deeper into lives [:



because L-O-V-E is a magic word.

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i've been staying@home the past few days,ever since the chalet. gosh, i still feel horrible. the ulcers seem to be bothering me a lot. i've tried gargling salt water twice, drank honeyed water once and ugh! it seems like it's not going away D:

i do have better things to do, its just that i keep waking up with this horrible feeling that makes me wanna stay home&just stay in bed. well, that's what i've been doing the past few days so far. LOL. thank God for mummy&daddy cos they've been staying in too. haha, oh yes, an achievement: i helped mummy shop for groceries twice today! [: not so bad, huh?

i can't wait to leave for indo! i miss my cousins&grandma there. i really really hope we get to see our relatives on daddy's side :D it'd be blisssssssss, i tell you. :D

jiyeon left for korea today D: she didn't want us to send her off D: said it was too weird&all. i hope i get to see her when she comes back&before i leave. i miss her already D: ugh.

never stop getting tired of giving,
cos in due time, you'll reap a bundle of harvest.

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sending off the first batch of vocal emsemble [:






T1's viweing gallery. gate 41 was tooo far away, we couldn't see the JAL plane@all D;






ben&bryan left. so we took final pictures!


we have substantial evidence that we were feeling sad that the St Gab's guys were gone. LOL.


while waiting for the 2nd batch of vocal emsemble&band guys to check in. loret was on the phone with michelle :D








we cam-whored in the toilet =S






we came to the Gardens@Changi Airport in T2.



we spent a long long while hogging the place :P






then we walked a mile to T2's viewing gallery.



that marked the end of our adventure@Singapore Changi International Airport :D

being with my two bestfriends certainly took my mind off them being gone for a bit [: i'm sure loret feels the same way. we had tons of fun there at the airport. stay till ard 1am :D heeeeeee.

taking you back to the present: i'm awfully sick! D: D: D: my throat is killing me.

ugh.

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you're gonna be in for a treat! :D
i'm gna upload photos like crazy.

we went to T1 to send the st.gabs guys off. wanted to take a whole lot of photos before they're gone for the next 7days, but no, cos they made a big deal of out everything D: but then! loret got to take one with jared. {YAY!, seriously its hard cos he's shy/non-responsive in some ways :P}
it bothered me a little to know that my gossip friend would be away for the next 7 days.
but oh well, whatever it was, we said our goodbyes.
i knew i was gna miss simon&lionel the most la. cos obviously we're closer to them as compared to anyone else in the vocal ensemble. haha,sean&timothy. D: NAWWWWWW.
so that was for the first batch of guys who transitted at KL before flying to Tokyo-Narita.

right after the first batch, we {loret, jiyeon, ben&bryan} went to the eating place upstairs to grab something to eat. the second batch came&we decided to stay on to send them off too. it was quite an emotional moment for loret, but she went through it. jiyeon&i were proud :D in a way, cos we knw it was difficult when someone so close to one's heart goes away. a day is painful enough, let alone a week ): details of whatever happened can be found here! at her blog.

we met up with minyen&junhui :D finally. haha, &all 5 of us camwhored like crazzzyyyy.
loret&junhui came with us to the chalet to spend the night.
it didn't start out right though, but things got better.
i slept the most throughout :P
and grace, vis, tam, jiyeon&i went to escape! hahahahhh,it was trilling, but it wasn't enough D:
it was until just now, at the BBQ when everything felt so right again.
2I actually shows affection to each other, you could say that we do care for&love each other [:
its through the little acts that paints a whole new bigger picture [:


photos cannot be uploaded still! D:
oh yeah, i saw yingyian on the way home from paris ris.
KUEKKKKKKKKK! :D
alrighty, shall post the photos tmrw,
nightynight! <3

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